Take a deep breathe – oh right, I can’t, because my lungs are struggling not to collapse.
Write all your problems – geez, what a joke. A list of what’s right will go faster, you know.
It’ll get better, I swear – I swear it every day, and yet I’m still here, where nothing has changed.
Life isn’t that bad – you’re telling me. I’m torturing myself, forced myself to my knees.
You never go out – I cannot embrace the light. I’ve tried and I’ve tried, but I’ve lost all my might.
She’d be so ashamed – it’s a reality I’ll face. I promised to get better, hopefully one day.
I still love you – I know. I’m sorry I’m such a wreck. This was a feeling I never wanted back.
There’s no reason to feel this – and yet, it’s all I do. Feel like there’s nothing left of me to try to give you.
We think you need help – and maybe I do, but I don’t see the need when none of this is true.